January 2010
1 year, 11 months, 1 week, 5 days.
i kept repeating things to myself last night as i fell asleep.
hes not ready, i love him, i was unhappy, i cant give me what i need, loving him was a gift, he still loves me, and if its meant to be it’ll happen again.
i really dont know how to feel. i keep seccond guessing myself because it sucks so bad. but i know that this needed to happen. i couldnt compromise. i keep finding solace.
...
perfect.
I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm He came around and he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn’t be that man I adored You don’t seem to know Or seem to care what your heart is for Well I don’t know him anymore There’s nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry That’s what’s going on Nothing’s fine...
someone please
tell me how i should feel.
Thoughts On Swimsuits.
Co-Worker: Do you want to look at this Victoria's Secret swimsuit catalogue?
Me: Nah, I don't feel like crying this morning.
FML.
clawdeeah:
i have a history midterm, math test, and fashion marketing test…and i have yet to even open my book bag, let alone my binders. i have so much stress and so much to get done that i just can’t do any of it.seriouslyy fuck it, i’m just going to wing it. wish me luck. i will definitely need it.
i do that alot. it usually works out better than you would expect. :]
Watchbahaha
Boy Meets World -
mackenziejoyner:
Shawn: You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That’s when the truth comes out. You know, I’ve waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you’ve broken up? Topanga: No. Shawn, I don’t wanna talk...
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i wish i knew what i wanted.
i wish i had someone to love.
was it too soon? too forward? its the truth you know. I’ve always wondered. there has always been tension. i just thought id stop beating around the bush and throw it out there. i hope I’m not unwanted. i have a very short time to explore the possibilities. you are definitely one of them.
i know you think about it.
take a chance.
i cant deal with the list of rules regarding how i have to be around you. theyve been building up on me for way too long. the answer to all our problems is not to be more honest. yeah thats good but there is something bigger here. plus i cant deal with your cosmic psycho baby bullshit anymore. i know im the one that started it. but its too much now. i guess the message is basically good but...
i cant handle. →
before i die,
beforeyoudie:
i will have done something worth remembering.
I'm not going to get into it, because I don't...
melaniethegreat:
Tonight. Was like. An actual night I’m going to remember years from now.
All you need to know is that I’ve reached a breaking point, and had a stress attack. I used to get them all the time, but I hadn’t had any small ones this year, so when I finnally had one today, it was huge.
My mom caught me after locking myself in the bathroom n’ shit. And all she did was put me down and...
ps. im kind of thinking about ending this.