January 2010
i hate to be redundant buttt
Me: want to order food?
Mom: you order and use my card. splurge a little. it is new years. get whatever you want. keep it under $150.
Me: holy shit
Me: what kind of food?
Mom: any kind you want. how many people are we feeding here?
Me: what?
Mom: i mean ryan and your girlfriend are still here right?
Me: no.
Mom: oh, you mean.....its just you? Dont worry, me you and emily can all eat together!
Jan 1st
AND
im in one of those FUCKING MOODS where i would love nothing more than to order delicious Vocellis pizza and pig out on life, but i know it can never happen because afterwards id feel so guilty it would make things worse and id have to kill myself. thanks life.
Jan 1st
i swear to god
if i see another fuckin awesomely sweet fuck yeah love post that is like 5 paragraphs long reminding me of how im not with ryan right now im going to rip out my heart, stick it in my computer, slam it shut and then ram it up their ass.
Jan 1st
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new years alone, doing nothing
clawdeeah: anthonydeloso: clawdeeah: fetusmarie: gee how awesome. fml. ps. thanks so much boyfriend. i’m doing nothing as well…just sitting here, so your not alone :( can i join in on this lonely party?  of coursee! the more,the merrier at least i feel semi better now :/ 
Jan 1st
new years alone, doing nothing
gee how awesome. fml. ps. thanks so much boyfriend.
Jan 1st
fuckyeahhlove: ( warning: this is long, but worth it. ) The night stung my eyes; the bright lights dripping from my window pane confused me until I realized rain was pattering its way across the streets. My apartment reeked of loneliness as I blinked my eyes open and closed for a few moments. My fingers were cold and cemented underneath my blankets which were ruffled and messed everywhere. I...
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December 2009
iiiii want to see youth in revolt.
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Mother, Baby 'Die' in Labor but Are Revived →
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Sleeping with you
fuckyeahhlove: Knowing you are there, by my side when the earth that we know is darkened by the absence of the sun is extraordinary. Your touch is the comfort I searched and craved for. Your fingertips caressed against my skin as your lips are compressed with mine for a moment, or two, or three. We smile with our eyes closed facing each other. Our legs stroke smoothly against each other, the...
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Help Ghost. (Please click and read the story) →
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I have this really good friend. Ashley Dean.
melaniethegreat: fetusmarie: melaniethegreat: And she’s on Tumblr right now as a matter of fact, and I think she should tell me in the morning tomorow, if either of us can wake up that is, if we’re going shopping. I could’ve just as easily texted her, butttt this is funner :].  -ritzy english snob accent- OHHHHH MEEEEEELANIEEE. yes i do believe that we shall go to spend ungodly amounts of...
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I have this really good friend. Ashley Dean.
melaniethegreat: And she’s on Tumblr right now as a matter of fact, and I think she should tell me in the morning tomorow, if either of us can wake up that is, if we’re going shopping. I could’ve just as easily texted her, butttt this is funner :].  -ritzy english snob accent- OHHHHH MEEEEEELANIEEE. yes i do believe that we shall go to spend ungodly amounts of money on the morrow. DONE TOO...
Dec 26th
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im starting to grow pretty concerned
because i can tell that my view of my body is distorted. i am WAYYY thinner than ive ever been in my life but its definitely not enough. certain people always tell me how skinny i am, and its weird because half of me is glad they said it and the other half tells the rest of me that im not skinny enough. my dad told me he thought i looked “anorexic skinny” the other day and it made me...
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13680.) if you got down on one knee today i would...
(via blogsecret)
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13685.) i saw you eye-fuck me when i was walking...
(via blogsecret)
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13691.) I wish food didn't exist. I can't help but...
(via blogsecret)
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“saying he’s “clean”, is like saying you won’t get an infection on your tongue...”
– Payton O’Connor (via mackenziejoyner) you probably wouldnt get a tongue infection from licking something dirty. dirty shit gets in our mouths all the time.
Dec 26th
best line ever
Me: do you know what i just thought about that im sooo excited for? like deathly excited.
J: What?
Me: guess!
J: christmas
Me: hah nope. try again. actually try this time.
J: haha just tell
Me: papa johns thin crust cheese pizza!! the day i get back i am getting it and im going to love life. its been like a year and a half since pizza has touched these lips.
J: whatttt?! why?
Me: why sm i excited or why have i been such a deprived youth?
J: second one. and fyi some people call me pizza ;) hahaha
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children
boys: bear river forest racer? (ryan wants it) :[ ryan girls: rheya keshet adrianna leigha shire
Dec 24th
santa claus will take you to hell. fml >:[ →
Dec 24th
mary christmas.
anthonydeloso: LOL I’m sitting at the computer desk and I hear my dad trying to spell “merry”. “Merry Christmas…” “…m-…a-…r-…y-…” I tell my dad that its actually spelled with an -e and two -r’s. Then, he looks over at the pile of already done cards and goes… “…shit.”  :]
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weird things
Time manipulation: How fast time moves for you is literally all in your head. Experts say it’s because your brain has two modes of experiencing the world, rational and experiential. Read more about these modes and how they could save your life. You’re reading what?!: The Cleveland Public Library, Harvard Law School, and Brown University all have books clad in skin stripped from executed criminals...
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